life is fair

when i was a little boy, i wonder to become adults. to grow faster and become a person. i keep dreaming to have anything i want by my own money. i have 2 brother, 2 sister and a younger sister. in the other words im no 5th in my siblings. when i was kids, i want to be an army, police and architect. when i become adults my dreams change. i was fall in love since in kindergarten. i love one girl (already forgot the name).she's very cute but already have someone love her. in primary school i love another gurl.also not remember her name. she's also don't like me.haha...life is suck for me at that moment. in secondary school another women comes across my heart.her name was yasmin. cute gurl but im too shy to talk. for the 3rd times ma loves broke. lifes go on and i change school at teknik seri iskandar. there, i meet another girl name nurul hidayah. she is very good girl.really attractive.kind of girl i like.but after a little bit time she's dead...life suck again rite..i furthur my study at UTM.there i meet one gurl i call it as fiza.she's have beatiful faces.kind of gurl who not good enough.i means, everytime hang out together, i must pay for her.hahaha...lifes not fair because im study.the money not enough for me.after some time, she's left me.the reason she said is because she too fast of choosing me for her. forget her...forget it.not long after that i meet someone alse.her name i call as deeya..very kind gurl.understand me very well.love her so much and she also the same.we built our relationship about 3 years until now. its all start after i brave myself asking her for out together.until now, im with her.i love her so much. i just want u all outside there who not brave enough to express your feeling tried hard and harder.sometimes your loves are very close to you.you just need to open your both eyes and see clearly...i just worry if late for saving i love you...you will hear another say to you..i leave you. thanks for reading.